Do you ever just feel disgusted with your life? I'm mean, just totally disgusted? No matter how many wonderful blessings you have, somehow, you just sorta wanna vomit? I've been feeling that way lately. I'm not sure if it's because things are sort of uncertain (as in, I can't see the future and really really wish I could), if it's because I'm jealous of things going on in other people's lives, or if I'm just simply bored. It's probably a mix of them all. 2014 is here. Brandon's work is currently unsteady, lots of exciting things are happening to those around me, and I realized that in only 6 short months, I will be 30. Gross. And to top it off...I don't feel like I ever went through that point where I was totally cute and my life was totally fun. Here I am, pinching pennies, living in constant practicality, being a responsible adult, and still have acne. What's with that anyway?